call for a blog !! call for some love !!

Sore nails, dried troat, shivery fingers ……. I was soo close to falling on my feet to beg god to give me a ticket to my ambition !!! As I got one, I was soo happy and was jumping around to crack a conversation with someone ….and this soo called Vedika Mathur happened  :p

There started our crazy ride….

First years innocence…..

Second years pagalpanti…

Every year had something in store.....

Remember the mad Mumbai NASA dancing where we lost our voices to the rubble and Hubble of the drums. The mad assignments, case studies, night outs……from painting in the grape farms to swimming with the buffaloes we did them all…..

From then to there on ….i know there was one person whose tantrums I have to bear and yes she is the same whom I could always bank on !!!

Now that I sit and think we really had some good times….

Cant decide which one was the best !!!
Do you remember our midnight luna ride in Pondicherry……I still cant getover those wierd sound we heard that night…..

Auroville ka yummy chocolate muse  ….

Kerala ka Yuckky Appam or should we simply thank the pizza hut that came to our rescue.

Manipal beaches to Bhopal midnight football matches J

Or that crazy new-year’s where we danced on munia re munia all night !!!

With every year that passed by and with every wacky hairstyle we had…… I just cant stop loving this bestie , my nautanki, the awesome person I have known …My melodrama queen …..did I mention melodrama??? Yes she is the biggest melodrama queen I ever saw…who cries because she dint gent enough Maggie…..”mere ghar pe mutton chops banne the  …….bwaahhhhhh “  Like seriously that was the funniest of all J and yes of course the trip to Lonavala @ 1000 Rs / kilometer :D

From being Alter egos to Soul Sisters, the Sagittarian bond to the bitchaaporis !!!

For things that never change !!!
Now Nine years to probably Ninty years ….asking for too much trouble !!!

Love you girl !!! Work hard and yes party harder !!!

I will miss youuu J J J

Love,

Dimpy - the dog :)

(ps: sam thinks i copied her blog !!! prove her wrong  ! )

For all you know......

For all you know..... the best you can do is....
look-back, remember and smile :)
 

Things really change, Maybe it was always suppose to be like this, But seeing it happen meant something.

It really does .......
At this point of time when I find myself in a 10 - 6  happy and not so happy job, Boring and not so hopeless life. All you think to yourself is, was this not once the best thing for me??
While I struggle to keep myself going............
Soon there is a ..." That's it ???? "

Is that all????

If this is my present state of mind, as time flies...why do we really get nostalgic??
Why do I crave .... To get back in time...just once... For good god sake, just once ....live the good old times.

Why does my once upon a time sob story, suddenly become a joke now ?
If everything in life has to move on !!!
Where is the serious part ???


Back then getting a better grade in school was everything for me, why does it sound so funny now??

As a teenager, getting permission for a party meant life . Now why does it sound so silly.....

If every ambition, every identity, every relation....had to change.

For all the friendships that got better or worst,
For all the situations that got memorable and situations that got ugly.....

Where is the good ??
and what is Bad ?

The day i survived a high tide without a life jacket,,,
and the day  i hurt myself while using zebra crossing.

If every thing had its own destiny.....

" Is the concept of principles
The rules of Life ....
Highly Overrated !!! "

For all you know.... the best you can do is smile and live the moment :)

Love,
deeps :)

One Team :D

After every chapter in your life, we learnt to give a summary.I consider i just got close to one such small chapter and hence the summary :)

It was a minor crisis in my life when i spoke to my sweet friend sruti about a new job and she spoke to the other and i got one...YEAH!!! and the name is "TEAM ONE"

Almost two years with it,..i know im making it sound like

twenty years.. BUT LISTEN !! i had fun OK!! so i better exaggerate and when i look back i

have so many memories each one juggling to be the best!!

It was a journey of colleagues become friends.....

Prakash(neha) my sweeto, my neighbor, my competition, my opinion maker, my gana buddy, bitching buddy my every thing loved your company soo much, but Aisha movie was not funny!! you really dint have to laugh so much. Then came the Mona days meaning More hangouts-More pics- More uploads -More comments and finally MORE FUN!!

Nishi and puppu combo three girls side by side the rest is to explore, talk-talk-talk like there is no end, puppu remember those rare jobless days which we relished -the day we discovered color astrology, fruit astrology and the day when we discussed the need of women empowerment..babe we were really jobless!! us ke baad aaye khusboo wale din....aka -the kashif-the pain- the whatever. so kasif how did u like my hobby ;) (joke on a personal subject if any ones trying to get this) and btw i still know your secret so dont act smart with me.Abids it was nice to see your journey from being sweet to parr nikal aana :p , i still owe you a painting and i promise il give it :D

My dear ravi please stop cake smashing and poking finger into peoples mouth both of them are highly dangerous, thanks for all the subs i ate while you were trying to be on a diet ;) and can you for once tell that i work better that neha plssssssssssssssssssssss (ok il make it easy for u, you dont have to mean what you say). rajesh please use the party diaper which we gifted ur blackberry and also tell us what is the secret behind ur straight face.

Does this blog appear all fun and no work....well in that case i really did work ok i swear on sarjapur. ask those when we would just done with a hectic day of work with sweaty face and shabby hair our beloved guest of honor harsi would just walk in perfectly dressed always ready with a plan only to make us feel more ugly and horrible about ourselves, thanks for that ohk! but i love you babes, your every visit to Hyderabad meant some time for fun and btw im still dreaming of a beach side cocktail party for your wedding so dont let me down ;) Now its my tuppus turn my love, my office best friend i cant stop thanking you for what you are to me not just for being a buddy for survival but for being a part of my life inside out and raj did i mention earlier ur too good u know....(so please inaugurate the shot glasses asap)

so many wonderful people....so many giggles...

was it more fun at the madenumelli forest rain..... or was it the relishing bongulo chicken ....

how can i forget rammohans post wedding sangeet party..what comes to your mind first when you hear 'ringa ringa song' ?? (no prizes for guessing).not to forget the embarrassment i haven't heard chiggy wiggy ever again :/

the after work sessions at the brew coffee did that mean relaxation or just a platform for more bitching :P and later came Mc D french fries and coffee(taps have you gotten over the float coke episode yet.....i haven't!!

is it you or is it me.....or is it the right mixture or just the time factor.......

that made the impact......

cheers to all the good times :)

(PS: I was too excited to write this blog so i left my spelling, vocabulary to dogs, excuse me for that.)

again

(PS: I Love you all :)

I dream.

I dream…

I dream to live in an igloo for a week or so
I dream to climb a big tree and spend a night on the topmost branch of the tree
I dream to be good friends with at least one monkey in my lifetime
I dream to play with baby tigers and hold them in their mom’s presence
I dream to walk on a frozen lake, feel it crack underneath my feet, and have a bit of that ice!!
I dream to stand on the sea shore and sink(have the waves burry me inch by inch with the sand they bring along with each wave) from dusk to dawn
I dream to jump from a plane, with a parachute obviously, land on a deserted, unknown island then be rescued after 10 days (full detailed dream:))
I dream to trip at least 100 states in my life time.

I dream to live the life of a tea picker till I get bored of it.

I dream to get married and have a baby:):):)
I dream to stand at the head of a waterfall and feel the water flowing from underneath my feet and after I get bored of it, fall along with the waterfall and land safely:)
I want to sing and perform once and the audience should clap for it.

I dream of becoming an expert in carpentry, pottery, sculpture and have a full equipped workshop of my own.

I dream of having a small garden in my house which depicts all the four seasons at the same time.

I dream to live my dream.....

This is just a page of the book full of dreams that I can pen down….because dreaming is one thing I do very sincerely, ardently, regularly and with a lot of hope!!!

HOW & I

How i hate to see people sad...

How i cant stop smiling .

How i cant stay hungry ...

How i cant stop being selfish..

How i cant resist bitching..

How i cant stop dreaming.

How i cant stop believing..

how i cant stop loving..

Yes its too much "How" and "I".

they are possibly two big mystery words that still remain mysterious.

love,

deeps :)

I know ...but i dont !

Weird and contradictory is the statement so are my feelings .....

When I know im not supposed to thing or feel the way i am ....im still digging into it!

just the way as a kid i once had a stapler in my hand wanted to see what will happen if i clip my finger, my brain said i should not do it, it will just give you pain.....but my heart said play with it, rest is to handle... and i clipped it....

that just gave me pain....

Din't i grow up yet !

seriously.... its so difficult to practice what you preach....

furious over that i have no control over my thoughts....

confused over the talking thats going on in mind.....

whos doing it all'

the heart.....the brain...

whos it !!

I need to know, i want to clear it right away

I wish i knew where am i walking to .....

the dark or the light...

not to ignore that i always loved walking in the dark...

the desert or the river.....

I love the water again....aww

Focus !!

where is this going...

Is it the happiness or the fiasco

or is it that i am ignoring the fact that its going no where!!

what does it take to get over it

or should i say what does it take to get it.....

I want it !

I want to smile !

I want you !

I want my life !

the warm-up !!

I never thought it will be so difficult to write again if you loose track…
So today im here ..
I will write horrible today to write better tomorrow…..
I will write today …that’s my agenda!
Work’s playing the leechi role sucking all my energy leaving no space to exlore the creative side....
Why dreams have to be complicated….
Can’t I like dream of eating an ice cream…and il simply go and eat it…
Why should I dream of going on to the Himalayas which I might still go some day, thats my hope talking…….but the wait is so miserable…. Seriously!!
Being a hardcore daydreamer my life’s getting miserable….so many fantasies and so little scope and so very little effort….and such huge disappointments
Mann life can’t treat me this way….